thegameisnowafoot

During break I always forget how stressful life is, especially when you are approaching 'grown-up life'. You have to worry about so many things (mainly centering around money) things like student loans, cars and insurance, jobs, resumes, internships, not to mention all your classes. And the why do all this stuff when you are just going to be a meaningless part of society; all people work, then die so why waste time....(existential life crisis I guess that won't get out of my head) I don't even know how to go about doing 'important' life changing stuff. You need a car to get a good job, but you need a good job to be able to afford a car. So un

You know you have anxiety problems when you buy a Christmas present for your friend and you start having panic attacks. Cause I wasn't sure if you were meant to get one for her or not. I don't want her to think she has to get me one haha but she really wanted the movie. Also talking to strangers and annoying people is so tiring and mentally wearing and probably my least favorite thing ever. At times I think I would be perfectly fine with locking myself away in my room and just have 2 or 3 people I talk to haha

Picking a career is so hard for me. How am I meant to know what to do with my life?? Is one career better than another?? The only reason I am still pre-med is because so many people  except me to keep up with that. If it were up to me I'd go to culinary school in a heart beat, but I am led to feel that is a waste of time and a stupid thing to do with your life. I really feel though that I am not meant, or skilled enough, to be a doctor. ksfhkdghiudhgbidkjghnbbjhsfhsufj I don't know what I should do